My girlfriend and I have been together for six months, and it’s a great relationship. She had to travel overseas for three months for work purposes, and I’m stuck at home without enough money to travel. She’s been gone for more than a month already, and it was all fine up until recently.
the last sermon I attended was just pure amazing. right after it ended, my grandma turned to me & said (in Chinese), “wow, you see how amazing God is. the sermon today is for you.” the two topics the pastor touched on was about the lost sheep (I hardly make it for church nowadays) & anger…
:/ when I was side tracking on my paper and started googling for self help books.
if they say things to hurt you on purpose: -1000 pts
if they give you a big hug and tell you everything is alright: +100 pts
if they give you a big hug and tell you everything is alright and mean it: +100000 pts
if they call you a slut and said it’s because you insulted yourself and they have to say it all the time just because: -(the biggest number you can think of) pts
getting together with you, sticking with you and forcing you to stay in a relationship with them though they look down on you: -a lot of pts
if they do the above and then have the cheek to tell you they love you: they don’t exist anymore
expect you to be nice to them or get back together with them the next morning when they only thing they have been sending you for the past 9 hours are profanity: i never knew they existed. -infinity pts for that
you get my drift?
i don’t calculate base on trophies:
points deductible on number of sex partners: 3000 pts each
points deductible on number of sex partners more than them: 500000 pts each
points deductible from talking to another person of the opposite sex (tarnishing goods): 1000 pts
points deductible from number of friends of the opposite sex (shared goods): 750000 pts.
I am always seeking perfection, especially in stuffs that I love. which kinda equals to unwanted stress or giving up. if I’ve got no confidence in delivering perfectly, then I will just give up without even trying. I would rather give up than getting a not-close-to-perfection end product. was…
i am just like that. if I don’t achieve, I’ll let go.